Weird dreams

I have been having weird stress dreams (probably due to the wedding) over the last couple of months. The weird thing is that lately the dreams have not been about the wedding, they have been about having a baby. I will have a baby in the dream but forget to feed the baby, or no one will help me watch the baby or tell me how to watch the baby. What does that mean!? I don’t really know how I feel about babies. I think chubby toddlers are so cute and like to hold and feed them, sure. But, do I want to have a baby? Now? No. I don’t think so. I always laugh with my fiance, because when we first started becoming serious we both were in agreement that we wanted to be “young parents.” I am 25. He is 27. When do we become “old parents”? The whole thing stresses me out. A dachshund and a baby? Are you friggen kidding me? I think I might be ok with lots of dogs? Does that make me a bad person? Do I care? Is it Friday yet?

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